Hey y’all,

On Wednesday the Sun and Jupiter met in exact cazimi at 6 degrees of Leo, right in the heart of Gate 31: Influence, with the Full Moon and Pluto lighting up the opposite pole in Gate 41: Contraction. This was big, loud, expansive energy. And now the Sun keeps moving around the wheel and leaves that cazimi behind, moving into Gate 33: Retreat.

Jupiter is still sitting back there in Gate 31 until August 3rd, glowing its expansive light, calling people into leadership in a big way. But the Sun has already moved on to the next gate, one that says the loudest voice needs to be followed by the longest pause. That’s the natural progression of this week. The leader speaks and influences the world, and then the leader goes quiet to sit with what that lion’s roar felt like and how it’s reverberating.

Gate 33: The Story

Like Gate 31, Gate 33 lives in the Throat Center, and it’s the voice that says “I remember.”

Last week Gate 31 was the voice that gathered people around it. This week that same voice goes silent for a while. Not because it has nothing left to say, but because it needs time alone to sort through what just happened before it can say anything more about it.

The hexagram is Dùn, usually translated as Retreat. The image is Heaven sitting above Mountain, which sounds almost backwards until you picture it. The mountain doesn’t move. It just holds its ground while Heaven’s creative force gathers above it, out of reach of whatever is happening down in the valley. The old commentaries talk about knowing when to withdraw before you’re forced to, about stepping back with dignity instead of getting pushed out. This isn’t retreat as defeat. It’s retreat as timing.

In Human Design, this gate carries the memory of the whole Collective circuit. Everything Gate 13 down in the G Center has witnessed and listened to and gathered comes up through this gate to be spoken, but only after it’s had time to settle. Ra Uru Hu called this the gate of the elder, the one who has lived enough of life to know that raw experience isn’t wisdom yet. It becomes wisdom after you’ve gone away from it for a while.

The Gene Keys frame the shadow of 33 as Forgetting. Not simple forgetfulness, but a deeper kind of amnesia, the kind where you lose touch with what actually happened to you, or bury it so it can’t teach you anything. The gift is Mindfulness, the capacity to be fully present with an experience instead of rushing past it. And the siddhi is Revelation, when the retreat itself becomes unnecessary because the person has learned to carry that same quality of stillness right into the middle of their life, without needing to leave it first.

Gate 31 handed you the seat last week. Gate 33 is what happens when you sit down in it, close the door, and actually feel what it’s like to hold something other people are watching.

Gate 33 in the Body

Gate 33 sits in the Throat Center, the same territory as last week’s Gate 31, but it’s the last of the throat gates the Sun visits before it leaves this whole run of voices behind. Gate 62 was “I think.” Gate 56 was “I believe.” Gate 31 was “I lead.” Gate 33 is “I remember.”

The Throat Center governs the thyroid and parathyroid, the whole neck and jaw and the pathway sound travels through on its way out into the world. Everything that happens anywhere else in the body eventually tries to reach this center to become spoken or acted on. Gate 33 is the part of that center that holds a door shut for a while, the part that says not yet, I haven’t finished feeling this.

There’s a particular kind of tension that shows up in the back of the jaw and the base of the skull when someone is trying to speak about something they haven’t actually processed yet. The words come out but they don’t land right, because the body knows the retreat got skipped. This gate belongs to the Collective circuit, the same slow, pattern-watching territory Gate 31 lives in, and it works on the same timeline. It isn’t built for quick answers. It’s built for the pause before the answer, the one that makes the answer worth hearing.

Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: This is the eighth and final gate of Mountain season, the run of hexagrams built on the lower Gen trigram that began at the summer solstice. Earth topped the mountain in 15, the mountain doubled itself in 52, Water pressed against it in 39, Wind shaped it in 53, Thunder rolled over it in 62, Fire crossed it in 56, Lake settled into it in 31, and now Heaven crowns it in 33. Every trigram in the wheel has now had its turn resting on this mountain. After this, the wheel turns, and the Sun crosses into Gate 7 in the G Center, right around Lammas and Lughnasadh, the cross-quarter day that marks the season’s actual pivot.

Channel: Gate 33 completes its channel with Gate 13, the Listener, down in the G Center. Together they make the Channel of the Prodigal, a design built for witnessing life. Gate 13 gathers the stories, listens to what happened to you and to everyone else, and holds it as part of identity. Gate 33 takes all of that gathered experience and won’t let it out until it’s been turned over enough times to mean something. Without 13, there’s nothing to remember. Without 33, everything gets said before it’s ready.

Polarity: The gate directly across the wheel is Gate 19, the Approach, down in the Root Center. Gate 19 is the pressure of wanting, the felt sense of what a person or a group actually needs before they know how to ask for it. While the Sun sits in the gate of remembrance, the Earth sits in the gate of need. One end of that axis is looking backward to make sense of what already happened. The other end is looking at what’s missing right now. A retreat with no sense of what people need becomes navel-gazing with no purpose. A need with no reflection behind it becomes grasping with no wisdom to guide it.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 33

Find a place you can be alone for a few minutes, somewhere with a door you can close. Sit down and let your eyes close too. Put one hand at the base of your skull, where the neck meets the head, and let the weight of it rest there.

Bring to mind something that happened in the last week. Not the biggest thing, just something ordinary that’s still sitting with you. Don’t try to explain it to yourself yet. Just let the memory be there, whole, without narrating it or deciding what it means.

Notice the urge to talk about it, out loud or even just in your head, to start turning it into a story before you’ve actually finished feeling it. Let that urge exist without acting on it. Stay with the raw memory a little longer than feels comfortable. Notice what shifts in your jaw or your throat as you resist the pull to explain.

When you’re ready, let one true sentence about the memory rise up on its own, without you reaching for it. Say it quietly, once. Then sit in the silence after it for another minute before you get up.

That gap between having the experience and being ready to speak about it is exactly where this gate lives.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a season of your life you had to leave before you understood it. Free write about what you couldn’t see while you were still inside it, and what became visible only once you’d stepped away. Then write about something you’re still too close to, still inside of right now, and notice what your mind wants to do with it before it’s ready.

Draw or paint a mountain with heaven resting directly above its peak, not touching it, just close enough that the mountain can feel it there.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 33 card and sit with both sides. Notice what you’ve been carrying around unprocessed this week, something you keep almost-explaining but haven’t actually sat with. Let your hand move from there.

Next up: Gate 7 · The Role of the Self, the first gate of the new season, arriving for Lammas and Lughnasadh, when the voice that just learned to remember starts learning how to lead again, this time alongside others.

See you soon,
Alison

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This article is part of the Mandala 64 Walk, a series following the Sun as it moves around the Zodiac through all 64 Human Design gates.

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Hey y’all,

How did Gate 56: THE STORYTELLER land for you this week? Did you catch yourself telling a story you’ve told a hundred times, or did you find one you’d never put words to before?

Today, Friday July 24, the Sun leaves the wanderer’s fire and jaunts into the first full gate of Leo Season - Gate 31: Influence. This is the gate Jupiter has been sitting in at the top of the Barbault Basket since July 9th, and the Sun is now meeting the expansive gas giant here, ready to call us all into new leadership. Jupiter stays in this influential gate until August 3rd, but this week as the sun lights up the great benefic is when we will really feel it’s effects.

And on Wednesday July 29, Jupiter and the Sun make their exact cazimi, directly across the sky from the moon and Pluto for an intensely transformative full moon in Aquarius.

Another BIG week in the skies, folks….

This week the Sun catches up with Jupiter at 6 degrees of Leo, right in the middle of Gate 31. This is a cazimi, which means Jupiter is not just conjunct the Sun, it’s in the heart of the Sun. It’s so close that the astrologers of old considered a planet in cazimi to be seated “on the throne” of the sun, receiving it’s golden radiance.

Jupiter’s whole cycle empties out and starts over here with this solar cazimi, and this happens in the gate of the leader, of influence. This gate expands our personal sense of what leadership means, how we lead in our own lives, and whose influence is taking center stage in the world’s unfolding play.

On the same day as the cazimi, the Moon becomes full at 6 degrees of Aquarius, directly opposite the sun and Jupiter, and it’s sitting very close to Pluto a couple degrees away at 4 Aquarius. The Full Moon and Pluto are both sitting in Gate 41, the gate of the contractions and anticipation that occur before a new world is born- which is the exact polarity gate of 31. Every line of hexagram 41 is the reverse of every line of hexagram 31; in the Gene Keys they’re known as programming partners. In Human Design, Gate 41 is the start codon, the gate that begins the whole genetic wheel- it’s the inception and origin point of the entire 64 gates.

So on Wednesday morning the sky opens the leader’s throne on one end of the axis and the origin point of a new cycle on the other, and lights both of them at full volume with Pluto bringing the powers of the underworld to the new beginning. The voice that says “I lead” is exactly 180 degrees from the pressure that says “begin”, creating an infinity loop of tension that is sure to usher in new leadership of all kinds. The basket that barbault foresaw is still holding place, with the outer planets Pluto Uranus and Neptune still parked at 4 degrees, and this is the day Jupiters expansive qualities on the top of the basket get a boost from the sun.

So this full moon/Jupiter cazimi packs a punch. If you’ve been waiting for a starting gun to get you off to the races, this is a loud one.

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Which brings me to another reason Wednesday matters to me….

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Gate 31 (Influence, The Leader, Sounding Your Truth): The Story

Gate 31 lives in the Throat Center, and it’s made up of the voice that says “I lead.”

Last week Gate 56 told the stories that were gathered over Cancer season. Now Gate 31 is what happens when the story gathers people behind it. Gate 31 is the feeling when a story and a voice stops being simply interesting and starts being followed.

The hexagram is Xián, usually translated as Influence… and also or Wooing or Conjoining. The image the two trigrams, lake over mountain, make is of a lake resting in a hollow at the top of a mountain. The mountain doesn’t reach for the water. It makes a shape that water can settle into, and the water gathers there because the shape is right. That’s the whole teaching of this gate. Influence here works by attraction and gravity rather than by pushing or pulling. The old commentaries of the I’Ching talk about courtship, about the responsiveness between two things that recognize each other. The guidance here is always to stay open and receptive so that what wants to come can come through.

In Human Design, this gate is projected, which means the energy in it doesn’t work until someone asks for it. Ra Uru Hu called the channel it forms “a design of leadership for good or bad,” which is about as blunt as he ever got. Gate 31 is the elected leader, handed the seat by the people who trust their voice. Take the seat before it’s offered up and the whole thing curdles.

This is exactly what the Gene Keys says, too. The shadow of 31 is arrogance. Richard Rudd frames it as using language to manipulate, acting without thinking of the karma or consequences- usually based on an insecurity or blindness to a deeper truth, trying to control our lives with arrogant behavior.

The gift of 31 is leadership, which is the voice that speaks for the collective because the collective elected it to do so. And the siddhi is humility, which in this key means that the chosen leader finally stops experiencing themselves as the author of anything, and the words come through clean and true because theyre not trying to be impressive anymore.

The further the leader appears from being fallable, from being human, the closer they usually are to the shadow of arrogance. Oftentimes this appears with spiritual leaders who are captivated by the siddhis, the spiritual frequencies, and forget to live in the human realm with their feet on the ground. Find your blind spots and be patient in order to become a true leader.

Gate 31 in the Body

Gate 31 sits in the Throat Center, at the front of the neck, wrapped around the thyroid and parathyroid glands. This is our third week running with the Sun moving through a Throat center gate, and the progression has been pretty exact. Gate 62 (Details) was the voice that says “I think.” Gate 56 (The Storyteller) was the voice that says “I believe.” Gate 31 (Influence) is the voice that says “I lead.”

The thyroid is the body’s pacing gland. It sets metabolic rate, how fast you burn, how much heat you make, and how quickly you move through a day. So this gate is physically wired to the question of tempo, and the shadow of arrogance often shows up in the body as a tempo problem before it shows up as a personality problem. The arrogant voice is one that talks over people, with an urge to answer before the question finishes. It’s a pace that outruns the room and then wonders why the room goes quiet or stops listening.

This gate belongs to the collective Understanding circuit, which is the logical, future-facing part of the bodygraph. It works by watching patterns over time and then saying out loud where those patterns are heading. That’s slow work, and the voice that comes out of it is meant to be slow too.

There’s a particular tension that lives in the front of the neck and the underside of the jaw when someone has been performing authority they haven’t been given. It tends to come with a shallow breath and a habit of clearing the throat before speaking. The body knows the seat wasn’t offered even when the mind has talked itself into taking it. Met with deeper awareness, this gate becomes a voice that the room settles around, one that’s willing to wait and with nothing to prove.

Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We’re still in the season of Mountain, the series of eight hexagrams built on the lower Gen trigram that began at the summer solstice. Earth sat above mountain in 15 (Extremes), the mountain doubled itself in 52 (Stillness), Water pressed against it in 39 (Provocation), Wind shaped it in 53 (Beginnings), Thunder rolled over it in 62 (Details), Fire crossed it in 56 (Storytelling/Stimulation), and now Lake comes to rest on it in 31: Leadership. Only Gate 33 is left before the wheel turns at Lammas/Lughnasadh and the Sun reaches Gate 7 in the G Center.

Mercury also stationed direct on July 23rd, so we come into this Leo gate with our minds moving forward again, right as the Sun gets to the leader’s chair.

Channel: Gate 31 completes its channel with Gate 7, the Role of the Self, down in the G Center. Together they make the Channel of the Alpha, a design of leadership for good or bad. Gate 7 knows what direction to take direction, and Gate 31 has the influential voice to speak it. Without 7, the leader is a mouthpiece with no idea where they’re going, and without 31, the sense of direction stays private and never reaches anybody.

What I love about this chanel is that Gate 7 is also in Leo, at 15 degrees, which means the Sun moves through it in about two weeks. The whole Alpha channel lives inside this season of the Lion. The Sun moves through the influential voice first and the direction second, which is a little backwards- but honestly that’s how it usually goes for most of us.

Polarity: The gate directly across the wheel is Gate 41, Contraction, down in the Root Center. While the Sun moves through 31, the Earth sits in 41, and this week the Full Moon and Pluto are there too.

Hexagram 41 is known as Decrease or Contraction, and it’s trigrams are Mountain over Lake, the exact inversion of this week’s Lake over Mountain. Gate 41 is the start codon, the gate that begins the whole wheel of the Human Design Mandala. It’s the pressure of a fresh feeling with no experience attached to it yet. Its Gene Key runs from the shadow of fantasy through the gift of anticipation to the siddhi of emanation.

Gate 41 is the pressure to begin, the utarine contractions before birth is possible, sitting in the Root with no idea what the next cycle holds. Gate 31 is the voice at the of influence that pulls the cycle where it’s going. A beginning with no voice stays a private ache in the belly, and a voice with no beginning underneath it is a person standing at a podium with nothing to say.

Wednesday has a Full Moon and Pluto on the new beginnings end of that axis and a Jupiter cazimi on the leadership end. A tension, a tightrope, an infinity sign integrating the two.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 31

Sit somewhere you won’t be overheard and put one hand across the front of your throat, thumb and fingers resting on either side of the windpipe, right over the thyroid. Just let the weight of the hand be there, softly. Breathe for a while and feel how much of your breath you can feel moving under your palm.

Then, out loud, say one sentence you believe to be true. Something ordinary, like “I’m tired” or “I want to finish that painting.” Say it at whatever volume comes, and keep your hand where it is, and feel the sentence leave. Notice the impulse that shows up right after, wanting to explain it or make it more convincing. Let that impulse just be there without following it.

Say the same sentence three or four more times, and each time let it come a little slower and a little lower in your body, until you’re speaking from somewhere under the collarbone instead of from the throat itself. Notice if there’s any bracing in your jaw or the floor of your mouth. Then stop talking and sit with your hand on your throat for another minute in the quiet, and feel what a voice feels like when it isn’t trying to move anybody.

That gap between the voice that tries to persuade and the voice that just speaks the truth, is where this gate of influence does its work.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a time you were handed a seat you didn’t ask for. A group project, a family crisis, or anything else where people turned to you as a leader without you offering it up. Free write about what your voice did in the first ten seconds. Then write about a time you wanted the seat and didn’t get it, and what your voice did then. Look at the two of them next to each other on the page and see which one sounds more like you.

Draw or paint a lake resting in a hollow at the top of a mountain, with the whole sky held in the still water, held in reflective stillness by the solid ground below.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 31 card and sit with both sides. Notice where you’ve been reaching for a seat this week and where you’ve been waiting to be asked. Let your hand move from there.

Next up: Gate 33 · Retreat, or Privacy. The final gate of the Mountain season, where the voice that just learned to lead decides to be quiet on purpose and takes the whole story of Mountain season underground to settle, right before the cross quarter day of Lammas/Lughnasadh arrives.

See you soon, Alison

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I’ve been selling a lot lately, so only have TWO decks left in hand, so get yours while it’s hot! <3

Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

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Thanks for reading! Let me know how y’all are doing this week in the comments!

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Alison

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Hey y’all,

How did Gate 62: DETAILS land for you over the past week? Did the right words show up at the right moment, or did the facts pile up faster than you could name them?

Today, July 19, as the Sun crosses into Gate 56: The Wanderer, (the last gate of Cancer and the first gate of Leo season), the sky closes into the shape it has been building toward for years.

This week, the Barbault Basket reaches its peak, with Jupiter at 4 degrees of Leo, Pluto at 4 degrees of Aquarius, Neptune at 4 degrees of Aries, and Uranus at 4 degrees of Gemini, four planets all holding the same degree of their signs through the 22nd. And for a few hours today, the basket becomes a six-pointed star. The Moon passes through 4 degrees of Libra and the little asteroid Sauer holds 4 degrees of Sagittarius, and the cradle briefly seals into a Star of David. I wrote about the whole configuration in depth last week, so if you want the full story of the womb the sky is carrying, start there:

Today, what I want to sit with is the timing. Every point of that basket is held by a slow moving celestial body parked at its degree. The geometry is fairly fixed, for a time. The body moving through more quickly is the Sun (headed for it’s Jupiter cazimi on July 29th) and the Sun spends this exact window of time walking through the gate of the Wanderer… aka the stimulating storyteller.

That feels like instruction to me. A configuration like this doesn’t come with its meaning attached or spelled out for us. It arrives as raw frequency, and then us human beings do what we have always done with the sky: tell a story about it.

Gate 56 is the voice that says “I believe.” It’s the gate that takes raw experience and threads it into meaning-making so it can be carried and passed on. So while the outer planets hold the womb of a new era in place, the Sun is lighting up the very faculty that will decide what that era means. The basket is drawn, and the story about the basket is still being written, and of course,, we are the ones writing it.

The basket itself already knows this about us. Riding along with Neptune at 4 Aries is Borasisi, the Kuiper belt body named for Vonnegut’s sun god of comforting lies. The patron deity of beautiful untruths is sitting inside the cradle, which means the new world arrives already wrapped in narratives, and some of them will be sold to us rather than lived by us.

This is where the Gene Keys progression of Gate 56 becomes a practice for the week ahead. The shadow is distraction, where meaning gets consumed like doomscrolled content, one babbing story after another with nothing digested or integrated. The gift is enrichment, where meaning gets made slowly, from experience that has been fully felt first (think of cancer moving into leo- the lion moves out to pride rock to tell the story of what the crab felt deep inside the shell). The week of the basket is asking us to be that second kind of storyteller.

And there’s a direction to the Sun’s walk. Gate 56 carries it out of Cancer, into Leo, and straight toward 4 degrees of Leo, the seat Jupiter is holding at the top of the basket. That degree lives in Gate 31, the gate of Influence, where a story stops being just entertainment and starts gathering people behind it. The storytelling sun this week is walking toward the leader’s chair, where it will meet Jupiter. So whatever tale you find yourself telling this week about who you are and what this turning means, tell it with care. By next week, it starts to wield more influence.

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Gate 56 (The Storyteller, The Wanderer, Stimulation): The Story

Gate 56 lives in the Throat Center, and it is all about the drive to tell stories. Last week Gate 62 gathered the facts and named them precisely, and now Gate 56 picks those facts up and threads them onto a string of meaning. This is the storyteller’s gate, the part of us that can’t leave an experience alone until it has been shaped into something that can be passed from one mouth to another ear. 62 wanted accuracy, and now 56 wants resonance. It will happily bend a detail if the bending makes the story land deeper in the listener’s body.

The image for this hexagram is fire moving across a mountainside. A fire on a mountain can’t settle anywhere. It burns through the grass it finds, and then it has to keep moving toward the next fuel. That’s the wanderer: a traveler who stays long enough to gather the story of a place and then feels the pull of the next horizon. The I’Ching counsels the traveler to stay modest and adaptable, because a wanderer who acts like they own the mountain gets burned by it.

In the Gene Keys, the shadow is distraction, which is the restless hunger for the next hit of stimulation. This is the frequency of the endless scroll, the next trip planned before the last one has been digested. The gift is enrichment, which is what happens when your senses slow down enough to taste what’s already here. And the siddhi is intoxication, which here ia a state of being so drunk on ordinary existence that the seeking stops entirely, because every moment already holds the whole feast.

So over Cancer season, Gate 39 got provoked, Gate 53 planted new seeds, Gate 62 read the fine print, and now Gate 56 sits down by the fire and turns the whole journey into a tale.

Gate 56 in the Body

Gate 56 lives in the Throat Center, at the front of the neck, home of the thyroid and parathyroid glands. This is our second week of the sun’s energy running in the Throat- Gate 62 was the voice that says “I think,” and Gate 56 is the voice that says “I believe.” This gate doesn’t report facts, it shares beliefs, and it does that through story, metaphor, and the well-timed exaggeration. It belongs to the collective abstract circuit, the part of the bodygraph that makes sense of life by reflecting on experience after it has happened, which is why this gate teaches best in past tense. The story only becomes nourishing once the experience is over and has had time to compost.

Held without conscious awareness, this energy turns the throat into an entertainment machine. This is te compulsive raconteur who can’t stop performing, the voice that gets louder and faster as the room’s attention drifts. The person who leaves a gathering hoarse and strangely empty. The nervous system pays for chronic stimulation-seeking too, running on novelty the way a fire runs on kindling, bright and quick… and gone. Met with awareness, this becomes the storyteller whose tales help a whole room digest its own life, or the friend whose account of their hard year somehow makes your hard year make sense.

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Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We’re in the fifth gate of the Mountain seasonn, the stretch of 8 hexagrams that began at the solstice with Gate 15. Water pressed against the mountain in 39, Wind reshaped it in 53, Thunder rolled over it in 62, and now Fire crosses it in 56. Fire is the trigram of clarity and clinging. On a mountain it can’t cling to anything for long, so this is the one hexagram in the quarter where the mountain’s stillness meets an energy that refuses to stay. This gate also carries the Sun across a threshold: partway through the transit, on July 22, the Sun leaves Cancer and enters Leo, so the wanderer walks us from the water sign of home into the fire sign of the heart.

The Sun steps in on the very day the Basket peaks and the Star of David seals, which I’ve written about up top. Then in the final days of the transit, on July 23, Mercury finally stations direct in Cancer, and our minds get to move forward again, right as the storyteller finishes her tale.

Channel: Gate 56 completes its channel with Sagittarius Gate 11, the Gate of Ideas, in the Ajna. Together they form the Channel of Curiosity, the Design of a Searcher. Gate 11 generates the ideas and images, a constant stream of pictures about what life could mean, and Gate 56 gives those pictures a voice and an audience. Without 56, the ideas stay locked in the mind as private philosophy. Without 11, the storyteller runs out of material and starts recycling. Like last week’s channel, this one is projected, so its stories land deepest when someone has asked to hear them.

Polarity: The complementary gate across the wheel on the Capricorn/Aquarius cusp is Gate 60, the Gate of Acceptance, down in the Root Center. While the Sun moves through 56 this week, the Earth sits in 60. In the I’Ching, Gate 60 is Limitation, Water over Lake, and just like last week’s pair, these two hexagrams are exact opposites, every single line reversed.

The wanderer wants the open waters, and 60 holds the banks that make the lake possible at all. A journey with no limits is drifting, and a limit with no journey is a cage. The story needs a form to pour into, and the wanderer needs a home to leave and to return to.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 56

Stand up if you’re able, and begin to walk slowly around your room, your porch, or your garden. As you walk, narrate out loud what your senses find, in plain spoken words. The warm board under your left foot, the smell of rain coming, the sound of the AC kicking on. Let the voice stay soft and unhurried… you are a traveler taking notes. Notice any urge to make the narration more interesting than what’s in front of you, and let that urge pass without following it.

After a few minutes, stop walking and close your mouth. Let one sensation come to you without any words attached to it at all. Stay with it for three slow breaths. Feel the difference between the narrated world and the felt one, and notice which one leaves you fuller. That gap between the story and the sensation is where this gate does its deepest work.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a story from your life that you’ve told so many times it has gone smooth as a river stone. Tell it again on the page, and this time include one detail you always leave out. Notice what the polished version has been protecting, and let the writing follow that thread down.

Draw or paint a fire moving across a mountainside at dusk, with the burned ground dark behind it and the unburned grass waiting ahead.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 56 card and sit with both sides. Notice whether you’re seeking stimulation or savoring enrichment this week around a particular topic or situation in your life. Let your hand move from there.

Next up: Gate 31 · Influence, aka the Alpha. The last gate of the Mountain quarter, where the stories we’ve been telling start to gather followers, and the voice learns to say “I lead.” And yes, that’s Jupiter’s seat in the basket. We’re headed straight for it.

Would you rather have the journey or the map?

See you soon,

Alison

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Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

My favorite practice is to pull the card for the current gate and place it on your altar for the week. Let it sit in your field. It’s one of the most embodied ways I know to learn the gates - not through study but through slow, repeated encounter.

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Love yas! Let me know how y’all are feelin this week in the comments!

xo

Alison

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How did Gate 53: BEGINNINGS land for you over the past week? Did anything new start pushing up through the soil, ready or not?

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In the I’Ching, Gate 62 is Thunder over Mountain, or Preponderance of the Small.

We’re still in the summer stretch where every hexagram carries Mountain as its lower trigram, the largeness of everything above ground, and this week the sky over the mountain makes some noise.

Gate 62: The Story

Gate 62 lives in the Throat Center, and it holds the drive to name things. This is the gate of language itself, the impulse to take what has been seen or felt and pin it down in words precise enough that someone else could pick them up and use them. After two weeks of Root Center pressure, first the provoking of Gate 39 and then the fresh starts of Gate 53, the walk now arrives at the Throat, where all of that stirred-up energy finally gets to say something about itself.

An image for this hexagram is a small bird flying low over a mountain. The old text says it plainly: small things may be done, great things should not be done, and it is well to remain below. The bird that stays close to the ridgeline arrives safely, while the one that soars too high gets lost in the wind. This is a gate that trusts the modest gesture and the exact word over the sweeping statement.

The shadow in the Gene Keys is intellect, the habit of living inside explanation, where a feeling gets described so precisely that it never has to be felt. The gift level is precision, which is what happens when the details stop being armor and start being service, and the right words are offered at the right moment so that something complicated becomes usable. And the siddhi, impeccability, is language so clean that nothing extra clings to it, every word carrying exactly its own weight and no more.

Last week Gate 53 planted the seed, and Gate 62 reads the fine print on the seed packet. It wants to know what this beginning is made of, what it needs, and what to call it.

Gate 62 in the Body

Gate 62 lives in the Throat Center, located at the front of the neck, home to the thyroid and parathyroid glands. The Throat is the great hub of the bodygraph, the place every other center is ultimately trying to reach, because this is the center of expression and manifestation. Whatever moves through your inner life becomes word and action out in the world through here. Biologically it governs the thyroid, the gland that sets the tempo of your metabolism and decides how quickly your body transforms fuel into living.

Gate 62 is the voice that says “I think.” In the Human Design tradition this is the gate responsible for the creation of language itself, the naming and labeling faculty that turns raw experience into something that can be organized and taught. It’s also known as the inter-species gate, carrying a knack for communicating with animals through clear and structured signals, which anyone who has trained a dog with a consistent word and tone has felt firsthand.

Held without awareness, this energy can turn the throat into a fact machine, reciting details to prove competence or to fill a silence, and the body pays for it in a strained voice and a mind that won’t power down. Met with awareness, it becomes the quiet skill of saying the one thing that makes everything else make sense.

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Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We’re in the back half of Cancer season, still in the quarter that carries Mountain as its lower trigram, the same steady ground that held Gates 39 and 53. Gate 39 was Water pressing against the mountain and Gate 53 was Wind slowly reshaping it. Gate 62 is Thunder over Mountain, a huge sound rolling across the peak and then contained by it. Thunder usually gets to be enormous, but here the mountain holds it to a human scale, and that’s the whole teaching of this hexagram: big energy expressed through small, careful action.

The Sun didn’t cross into this gate empty-handed, either. On the evening of July 12, retrograde Mercury met the Sun in an exact cazimi at 20°42’ Cancer, which sits in the very last arc minutes of Gate 53, in its sixth and final line. Traditional astrologers describe a cazimi planet as seated in the heart of the Sun, washed clean in its light, so the mind got dipped in the fire of beginnings just hours before the Sun stepped into the week of details. Whatever flash of clarity came through on Sunday night is the raw material Gate 62 wants to name and organize now. Then the New Moon on July 14 lands right in Gate 62 itself, with Mercury still retrograde, so this whole window favors reviewing and reorganizing what’s already in your hands over launching anything new.

Channel: Gate 62 completes its channel with Aries Gate 17, the Gate of Opinions, in the Ajna. Together they form the Channel of Acceptance, sometimes called the Design of an Organizational Being. Gate 17 sees the pattern and forms the opinion, and Gate 62 gives that opinion its legs, the facts and the language that let other people test it for themselves. Without 62, an opinion floats untethered. Without 17, the details pile up with no structure to hold them. This is a projected channel, which means its clarity lands best when it has been invited.

Polarity: The complementary gate across the wheel in Capricorn is Gate 61, the Gate of Inner Truth, up in the Head Center. While the Sun moves through 62 this week, the Earth sits in 61, so this pair is fully lit right now. Gate 62 names what can be known and measured, and Gate 61 holds the mystery that can’t be. In the I’Ching these two hexagrams are exact opposites, every single line reversed, the outer fact and the inner knowing gazing at each other across the wheel. Facts with no mystery turn into pedantry, and mystery with no facts never quite lands in the world. Each one keeps the other honest.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 62

Bring one hand to the base of your throat, right where your collarbones meet, and let it rest there without pressing. This is the home of the thyroid, the gland that sets the pace of your whole metabolism, and the seat of Gate 62’s voice. Take a slow breath in through your nose, and on the exhale, hum. Keep it low and quiet, and notice where the vibration travels, whether it moves into your hand or up into your jaw.

When the hum fades, stay a moment in the silence after it. Then, out loud, name one small true thing about this exact moment. Something plain, like the temperature of the air or the weight of your hand on your chest. Notice what it feels like to say something simply and completely accurate, with nothing added to make it more impressive. That’s the frequency of this gate at its cleanest.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a time when someone’s exact words changed how you understood your own life. Then look at where you might be explaining something these days instead of feeling it, and let the writing move from the explanation down into the feeling.

Draw or paint a small bird flying low over a mountain ridge, close enough that its shadow touches the stone.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 62 card and sit with both sides. Notice whether the details in your life right now are serving as armor or as service, and let your hand move from there.

Next up: Gate 56 · Stimulation, aka the Wanderer. The details we’ve gathered this week are about to get spun into stories, and the storyteller is already clearing her throat.

Is the devil in the details or is god in the details?

See you soon,

Alison

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If you’d like to have a physical, IRL way to deepen your learnings of Human Design, the I’Ching & the Gene Keys- and how they fit into the Zodiac Wheel and the Bodygraph, you can order a copy of my Mandala 64 deck!

I’ve been selling a lot lately, so only have TWO decks left in hand, so get yours while it’s hot! <3

Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

My favorite practice is to pull the card for the current gate and place it on your altar for the week. Let it sit in your field. It’s one of the most embodied ways I know to learn the gates - not through study but through slow, repeated encounter.

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Hi Mandalav64 walkers… how did Gate 39: PROVOCATION show up in your world over the past 6 days, along with the Mars-Uranus conjunction on the 4th of July in Gate 20 (The Now)? It’s been pokey for me… drop a note in the comments or the chat to let me know how you’re feelin.

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Gate 53: The Story

Gate 53 lives in the Root Center, and it holds the pressure to start something. This is the gate of the baby in the womb pushing out before it knows what the world will bring, the pull toward something brand spankin’ new before there’s any proof it will take hold. It doesn’t ask whether the timing is perfect, it asks whether the beginning is honest.

The I’Ching name for this hexagram is Development, which is sometimes translated as Gradual Progress. The image is wind blowing over a mountain, knowing that the mountain will gradually change shape due to it’s gusts, but it won’t be possible to see the results in the moment.

The shadow in the Gene Keys is immaturity, the impulse to launch something out of fear or restlessness rather than readiness, or the opposite pull, staying frozen in the old thing because starting again feels unbearable. The gift level is expansion, which here is the willingness to grow past what’s familiar without needing to know exactly where it leads. And the siddhi, superabundance, is what happens when the seeking finally stops and life keeps producing new beginnings on its own, without anyone having to force a single one of them.

This gate sits in the Root center, the same pressure center that fed last week’s Gate of Provocation. But where Gate 39 discharges tension through friction and crab claws a-blazin, Gate 53 discharges it through initiation, striking while the iron’s hot. The question is whether the beginning is rooted in something real or whether it’s just pressure looking for the nearest exit.

Gate 53 in the Body

Gate 53 lives in the Root Center, located at the base of the spine, the perineum, and the adrenal glands. The Root is the lowest center in the bodygraph and one of the body’s primary pressure centers. It governs the adrenal system, the fight-or-flight response, and the raw momentum that pushes you forward whether you feel ready or not. Pressure from the Root builds, and it looks for release.

Gate 53 channels that pressure specifically toward beginnings, the urge to start a project, a relationship, or a whole new chapter before the ground underneath it has fully settled. Held without awareness, this can look like starting things compulsively and abandoning them just as fast, a trail of half-finished rooms and unopened boxes. Met with awareness, it becomes something closer to trust, the willingness to plant a seed without demanding to see the whole tree first.

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Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We are deep in Cancer season, in the trigram quarter governed by Mountain as its lower trigram, the same steady ground that held the provoking Gate 39. Gate 39 was all about Water slowly pressing against that mountain, testing what was fixed, Gate 53 is Wind moving over it, a gentler and more patient force with starts and stops built in. Wind doesn’t crack stone through confrontation, it shapes a mountain slowly, over years, through steady contact. This is the energy of this particular beginning: not a rupture, but a long, unhurried unfolding.

Channel: Gate 53 completes its channel with Aries Gate 42, the Gate of Growth, in the Sacral. Together they form the Channel of Maturation, the cyclical energy of starting and finishing, planting and harvesting. Gate 53 starts the cycle; Gate 42 stays with it long enough to see it through. Without 42, a beginning from Gate 53 can scatter before it takes root. Without 53, Gate 42 has nothing new to grow.

Polarity: The complementary gate across the wheel in Capricorn is Gate 54, the Gate of Ambition, another Root Center gate. Gate 53 carries the pressure to start something new, and across the sky Gate 54 carries the pressure to rise, to climb, to transform a beginning into something with lasting standing in the world. Together they hold the same thing from two ends: the seed going into the ground, and the drive to see it grow into something that matters materially.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 53

Stand if you can, feet hip width apart, and bring your awareness down through your legs into the base of your spine, the same place you visited with Gate 39, the Root Center. The center that holds pressure before it knows exactly where to send it.

This time, instead of releasing the pressure outward, let it settle down into your feet. Imagine it moving into the ground like a root looking for soil. Take a slow breath in, and on the exhale, feel your weight drop half an inch through your heels. Notice if there’s an urge to rush, to already be somewhere past this moment. Let that urge exist without acting on it yet. A beginning that’s rooted doesn’t need to prove itself right away.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about something you started and abandoned before it had a real chance to grow. What was the pressure underneath that beginning, and what would it look like to start it again slower this time?

Draw or paint a seed just under the surface of the soil, roots already reaching down before any green has broken through.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 53 card and sit with both sides. Notice where in your life something new is asking to begin, and whether it’s ready or just restless.

Next up: Gate 62 · Details, aka the Preponderance of the Small. Time to get precise about what's actually in the fine print before any of this beginning gets away from itself.

xo, Alison

Get your Mandala 64 Human Design deck:

If you’d like to have a physical, IRL way to deepen your learnings of Human Design, the I’Ching & the Gene Keys- and how they fit into the Zodiac Wheel and the Bodygraph, you can order a copy of my Mandala 64 deck!

I’ve been selling a lot lately, so only have TWO decks left in hand, so get yours while it’s hot! <3

Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

My favorite practice is to pull the card for the current gate and place it on your altar for the week. Let it sit in your field. It’s one of the most embodied ways I know to learn the gates - not through study but through slow, repeated encounter.

Order Your Deck Here!

And, if your curious about what gates light up your chart, book a reading with me to get the deep dive!

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How is the Gate of Beginnings feeling for you so far? I’m struck by how much pressure I feel to be further along in some parts of life than I am, but when I remember that this gate is activated, I feel a little more ok with the fact that we’re always beginning new chapters.

Let me know how you’re feeling in the comments. xoxo.

Hey hey Mandala64 walkers… how did Gate 52: Stillness show up in your world over the past 5-6 days, along with the Capriorn full moon in Gate 58 (Vitality)? Drop a note in the comments or the chat- how you doin?

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Yesterday, July 1, the sun moved into Gate 39: Provocation. And I won’t be the first to say that this week carries a strongly provocative charge this year. On July 4th, Mars and Uranus meet in exact conjunction at 3°52’ Gemini, landing in Gate 20, the gate of presence, the now. Mars and Uranus together are certainly provoking, any way you shake it.

And Gate 39’s solar transit is always during the time of the United State’s celebration of Independence Day… there is something quite fitting in that. The day a nation declared its break from an old structure falls, year after year, inside the gate of provocation.

The gift of this gate is liberation, and I like to think of them as 2 sides to the same coin. Sometimes we must be provoked to know how important it is to be free.

The couple that climbed to the top of the Empire State Building (in 90 degree heat) to raise a flag in devotion to freedom and love (and make the most epic marriage proposal the world has possibly ever known…) was a true embodiment of this gate’s energy.

Gate 39: The Story

Gate 39 lives in the Root Center, and it carries a charge unlike most other gates in the mandala. This is the gate of the provocateur, one who pokes, tests, and stirs with their crab claws, to see what is true underneath the surface. It asks a question with its whole body: is the spirit here correct for me, or not.

The I’Ching name for this hexagram is Obstruction. True to that name, Gate 39 is a n energy that pushes against something, tests boundaries, and creates friction on purpose. The shadow is provocation born from pressure and avoidance, a restlessness that gets projected outward without awareness, picking fights or stirring chaos simply to release internal tension. The gift is dynamism, the same provocative energy channeled with intention, used to crack open stagnation and invite real transformation. And the siddhi, liberation, is what happens when the provoking is no longer needed at all, when the spirit has already been freed and the tension has nowhere left to grip.

This gate sits in the Root, the center of adrenaline, momentum, and pressure. It is built for friction. The question is whether that friction serves something larger or just discharges itself into noise.

Gate 39 in the Body

Gate 39 lives in the Root Center, located at the base of the spine, the perineum, and the adrenal glands.

The Root is the lowest center in the bodygraph and one of the body’s primary pressure centers. It governs the adrenal system, the fight-or-flight response, and the raw survival energy that pushes us forward whether we feel ready or not. Pressure from the Root builds, and it looks for release.

Gate 39 specifically channels that pressure toward emotional provocation, the urge to stir feeling in oneself or in others as a way of testing what is real. Held without awareness, this pressure can show up as restlessness, irritability, or the compulsive urge to create tension just to feel something move. Met with awareness, it becomes a kind of emotional alchemy, the friction that breaks something open so feeling can finally flow.

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Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We are deep in Cancer season, in the trigram quarter governed by Water over Mountain. Water moves and seeks its level no matter the obstacle in front of it. Mountain holds still, immovable, a boundary that does not easily give way. Gate 39 sits at the meeting point of these two energies, water pressing against stone. This is why provocation lives here. Something fluid is testing something fixed, looking for the place where it might finally give.

Channel: Gate 39 completes its channel with Gate 55, the Gate of Spirit, in the Solar Plexus. Together they form the Channel of Emoting, one of the most emotionally dynamic channels in the bodygraph. Gate 39 provokes; Gate 55 reveals what spirit, what mood, is actually present underneath. Without 55, the provoking has no clear purpose. Without 39, the spirit has nothing pressing it to reveal itself.

Polarity: The complementary gate across the wheel is Gate 53, the Gate of New Beginnings, in the Root Center. Where Gate 39 provokes an ending, a rupture, the breaking open of something stuck, Gate 53 carries the pressure to start fresh. Together they hold the full arc: the old pattern cracking, and the new cycle pressing in right behind it.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 39

Stand if you can, feet hip width apart, and bring your awareness down through your legs into the base of your spine to the Root Center, the place in your body that holds pressure before it knows what to do with it.

Notice any tightness here, any clenched or held quality in the pelvic floor or low back. Take a breath in and on the exhale let a small sound escape, a sigh, a hum, whatever wants to come. This is giving the pressure somewhere to go besides outward at someone else. Notice what shifts in the body once the pressure has a place to move through rather than build up.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a moment when friction with another person or with yourself revealed something true that had been hiding. What did the provocation actually uncover?

Draw or paint the image of water meeting stone. The push, the resistance, the place where something finally gives way.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 39 card and sit with both sides. Notice where in your life pressure is building right now, and ask what it is asking to be released.

Next up: Gate 53 · Beginnings. Time to start something brand spanking new.

xo, Alison

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I’ve been selling a lot lately, so only have TWO decks left in hand, so get yours while it’s hot! <3

Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

My favorite practice is to pull the card for the current gate and place it on your altar for the week. Let it sit in your field. It’s one of the most embodied ways I know to learn the gates - not through study but through slow, repeated encounter.

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Alright Mandala64 walkers… how did Gate 15: Extremes land for you over the past week? Did the swings feel familiar, or did something in you find an unexpected peace with the range? Drop a note about your Solstice experience in the comments!

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Gate 52: The Story

We have just crossed the solstice threshold, the longest day behind us now, and the Sun is moving into Gate 52 in the very first degrees of Cancer. The light is still full, but something has tipped. If Gate 15 was the exultant crest of the wave, Gate 52 is the moment after, when the water begins its long, patient return to shore.

Gate 52 is called Stillness, and it lives in the Root Center - the center of pressure, adrenaline, and the drive to move. So although it is about inaction, this is not a gate that lives in a peaceful corner of the chart. It lives in the most pressurized center in the bodygraph and carries a single instruction: stop. Because the mountain does not need to do anything to be what it is.

Gate 52 holds the energy of the Buddha under the tree while everyone else is plowing the field - and everyone around it is a little annoyed about that. The world wants this energy of the Mountain to be a motor. Gate 52 knows that its deepest gift comes from concentration, not action, and that the right focus cannot be forced into being.

The shadow of this gate, in the Gene Keys, is Stress. The feeling that arrives when you cannot locate stillness inside yourself - when the pressure of the Root builds and builds with nowhere to go, and you start bouncing between restlessness and emptiness. The fear inside Stress is that if you stop moving, you will miss the thing you are supposed to be concentrating on. The gift is Restraint - which Richard Rudd describes as “no unnecessary movement”.

This is the tortoise pulling its limbs inside the shell, the ability to hold a question without grabbing at an answer. Restraint is what makes the eventual focus clean and true. And the siddhi, the highest frequency, is Stillness itself - a still-point so deep it is no longer an effort, it is simply what you are. “A stilling of the wave”, Rudd calls it.

We arrive here the week after the solstice,,when the external world is at its most vivid and full, but something in our energetic bodies is already curling inward to the shell of Cancer' season. Gate 52 knows this rhythm and it sits with what is here.

Gate 52 in the Body

Gate 52 lives in the Root Center, which occupies the base of the bodygraph and corresponds physically to the base of the spine and the adrenal glands. The Root is a pressure and a motor center both - it generates adrenal energy, that urgent hum of the body’s alarm system, and pushes it upward through the chart in search of release.

When the Root is healthy and aligned, that pressure is purposeful. It fuels focus, drives action, and powers the kind of sustained effort that produces real things. When it is dysregulated, the adrenal system runs hot on empty, creating anxiety, restlessness, and the exhausting sense that you should always be doing something more.

Gate 52 specifically channels Root pressure into the quality of concentrated stillness. Think of the base of your spine settling, your sacrum dropping, and your whole nervous system lengthening downward into the earth. People with this gate defined often have a relationship to the body’s resting state that others without it defined find puzzling. They can go very still, very focused, for long stretches, and they truly need that quality of collected attention to function well. Without it, the Root’s pressure becomes noise. The body gets caught between the imperative to move and the gate’s insistence on stillness first, and what results is that anxious paralysis of not knowing what to begin.

Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We are now beginning the Gèn lower trigram- as the summer solstice complete, we move from 8 trigrams of Kūn (Earth) (which we were in since Beltane/Mayday) to Gèn (Mountain).

And the Mountain holds still. It does not reach toward the world but waits for the world to come to it. This is the felt quality of post-solstice midsummer - not the exuberant outward movement of spring or the bright apex of the solstice, but the real first turn inward as the days begin to get darker.

The upper trigram of Gate 52 is also Gèn, which makes this a doubled Mountain hexagram. Mountain over Mountain. Two ranges stacked, one behind the other. The image from Wilhelm’s IChing translation is sparse and exact: the image of Keeping Still. The assignment is to not let your thoughts go beyond your present situation. Be here. Only here.

Channel: Gate 52 reaches toward Gate 9 in the Sacral Center, forming the 9-52 Channel of Concentration. Gate 9 is the Gate of Focus - it carries the Sacral’s deep yes-or-no attunement to detail, along with the ability to stay with something and go deep rather than broad. Gate 52 needs Gate 9 to know where to point the stillness. Gate 9 needs Gate 52 to be quiet long enough to hear what the Sacral is actually responding to. The channel is called a Format Energy, which means it shapes the entire logical circuitry of the chart when it is defined. The stillness here is not personal, structural. It creates the conditions in which the collective’s logical process can actually work.

Polarity: Directly across the wheel is Gate 58, the Gate of Vitality - the joyous, ebullient pressure to make life better, to move, correct, and improve with a kind of contagious aliveness. Gate 58 and Gate 52 are the two fuel sources of the logical circuit, and they could not be more different in character. Gate 58 wants to be out in the fields. Gate 52 wants to be the Buddha under the tree. The axis between them is the full breath.

Stillness and vitality need each other the way any inhale needs its exhale. The joy that Gate 58 carries can only be sustainable when Gate 52’s gift of restraint is also present. And Gate 52’s stillness, left alone without Gate 58’s animating spark, becomes inertia. The polarity asks us: can we be still and vibrantly alive at the same time?

A Somatic Practice for Gate 52

Find somewhere you can actually sit down and stay for a few minutes - outside if you can, or with a window nearby. We are in the very beginning of Cancer season, and our bodies have just been through the peak light of solstice. There is a quality of settling available right now that was not there a week ago. Let yourself feel into it.

Bring your attention to the base of your spine, the sacrum, the very bottom of the structure that holds you upright. Feel the weight of your body dropping into wherever you are sitting. The Root Center lives here - all that pressure, all that adrenaline, all that urgency. Let it descend. Let it find the roots underground. This gate asks you to let the pressure you’re feeling settle toward the earth instead of firing upward into action.

Sit with that for a moment. Notice what is there, in your root center when you are not trying to concentrate on anything in particular. The mountain does not seek its focus. It becomes still, and eventually the right thing arrives.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about your relationship to stillness - and be honest. Is stillness restful to you, or is it a little terrifying? Where does the pressure go in your body when you stop moving? Write toward the specific physical sensation of waiting without knowing what you are waiting for, and then write toward a moment when the right focus finally arrived. What did that feel like in the body?

Draw or paint a doubled mountain - range behind range, the visible peak and the one behind it. What is hidden in the farther mountain? What does it mean for something vast to place itself behind something else, to let the nearer thing be what is seen?

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 52 card and sit with both sides. Where is Stress showing up for you right now as the pressure to keep moving before you know where you are going? And where is Restraint available - where could you afford to be still a little longer than feels comfortable, trusting that the right focus will find you?

Next up: Gate 39 · Provocation, the Cancer gate that follows stillness into the heat of summer (and rings in the 4th of July every year in the US…).

xo, Alison

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Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

My favorite practice is to pull the card for the current gate and place it on your altar for the week. Let it sit in your field. It’s one of the most embodied ways I know to learn the gates - not through study but through slow, repeated encounter.

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This post is coming to you a few days late- apologies! The sun entered Gate 15 on June 19, which this year happened to fall on the same weekend as both the Summer Solstice and Father’s Day - a full and intense and beautiful few days that kept me away from the keyboard. I guess there is something fitting about being late to write the gate of natural rhythms because life was calling me outside. I hope your solstice weekend was sweet.

And - how did Gate 12: Caution land for you over the past week? Did anything ask you to hold back, to wait for the right moment before speaking? I’d love to hear in the comments.

Do you have Gate 15 defined in your chart? Drop a note below and tell me how you feel it.

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Gate 15: The Story of Extremes

We have arrived at the Summer Solstice gate, the longest day, the fullest light. Gate 15 is one of the eight G-Center gates that mark the Celtic holy days, and it sits right here at the threshold between Gemini and Cancer, between the world of ideas and the world of feeling, between the airy motion of late spring and the deep rootedness that summer asks of us.

Gate 15 is called Extremes, and the name is spot-on. This gate carries the love of humanity in all of its wild variation. It is the gate that says: people are not supposed to be consistent. Rhythms change. Some days you need to move fast and stay up late and talk to everyone, and other days you need to go quiet and stay close to home. And both of those things are part of the same person. Gate 15 holds that paradox without flinching, understanding that the full range of human expression, from the very ordinary to the ecstatic, is what love actually looks like.

The shadow of Gate 15 in the Gene Keys is Dullness. This is the low feeling that sets in when you believe life is supposed to have more charge in it, when you keep expecting a spark and finding the same Monday morning repeating forever. The fear underneath Dullness is that nothing will ever feel alive again. But Dullness in this gate is also a teacher. When the ordinary stops feeling like enough, Gate 15 invites you to look closer, to let the flatness open instead than fighting it. The gift that lives inside that opening is Magnetism, the gift. This a quality of presence that is rooted, unhurried, attuned to what is actually here rather than reaching for what should be here. People who have worked through the shadow of Gate 15 often carry this quality you can feel before they say a word. Something in them is in rhythm with life itself, and it draws people in.

The siddhi of this gate is Florescence, which Richard Rudd describes as the verb of bursting into flower. Summer solstice is the moment when ordinary life has the potential to become indistinguishable from the sacred. You cannot force Florescence, but you can tend the conditions for it, and those conditions have everything to do with learning to love the diversity of life that is right in front of you.

Gate 15 in the Body

Gate 15 lives in the G Center, which sits at the center of the bodygraph both visually and physically, in the area of the chest around the heart and sternum. The G Center is the center of identity, direction, and love. It is the magnetic core of the design, the place that orients you in space and pulls you toward what you are here to love. When this center is open and functioning well, there is a sense of being carried, moving through life with a kind of ease that is receptive to what arises.

Gate 15 connects the G Center down to Gate 5 in the Sacral, forming the Channel of Rhythm. The Sacral is a pure life-force motor. When Gate 15 is lit up, it is reaching toward that motor, toward the deep generative hum of the body that says yes or no, that responds to what is alive and declines what is not. The rhythm this gate carries is a Sacral rhythm - it cannot be scheduled or decided by the mind. It moves when it moves and rests when it rests, and the G Center holds that oscillation with spacious love.

Physically, Gate 15 is associated with the pericardium surrounding the heart, the liver and the blood, with the physical rhythms of the body that are always changing and that require us to adapt. People with this gate defined often have a deep relationship to their energy levels, noticing clearly when they are in a high-tide phase and when they need to pull back. The body’s natural modulation between extremes is the gate working exactly as it is meant to. There is no version of Gate 15 that looks like a steady, predictable, even-keeled day after day. The invitation is to trust that the full range is the rhythm.

Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We cross a major threshold here. The lower trigram of the Mandala shifts at the Summer Solstice from Kūn, the Earth - the vast receptive field that has held us through the long Beltane-to-Solstice stretch - to Gèn, the Mountain. The Mountain holds still. It does not reach. It gathers what comes to it rather than going out to meet the world. This shift is the whole felt quality of midsummer, that turning inward just at the moment of peak light. The upper trigram of Gate 15 is Kūn, Earth - so this gate itself is Earth over Mountain, which is Hexagram 15 in the I Ching: Qiān, Modesty. A mountain that places itself beneath the earth is the image of hidden greatness, of something vast choosing not to announce itself. The I Ching says modesty always brings success. This is the quality that Gate 15’s magnetism grows from - a presence that is not performing.

Channel: Gate 15 completes the Channel of Rhythm with Gate 5, the Gate of Fixed Rhythms, in the Sacral Center. These two gates describe a polarity within the channel itself. Gate 5 brings the need for consistency, for routines and patterns that feel grounding. Gate 15 brings the extremes that disrupt and expand any routine that has become too tight. Together, the Channel of Rhythm is exactly what its name says: not a fixed tempo, but the living alternation between pattern and disruption, regularity and surprise, the kind of rhythm that a season makes.

Polarity: Directly across the wheel sits Gate 10, the Love of Self, which is the Winter Solstice gate. Gate 10 is about self-empowerment, having a code for how you move through the world - a personal conduct, a way of being that comes from deep internal knowing rather than needing outside opinions. Gate 15 loves all of humanity in its variation and extreme range. Gate 10 loves the self with that same quality of acceptance. The axis between them is the whole arc of love: you cannot genuinely extend toward others what you have withheld from yourself, and the love of self that Gate 10 carries is the root that makes Gate 15’s magnetism possible.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 15

Find a way to be outside if you can, or near a window where you can see some piece of the natural world. Feel the season - the specific quality of the light, the temperature, whatever is in the air right now. This is not a metaphor. Gate 15 is a body-level attunement to what is actually happening, and the Summer Solstice is a real event in the natural world that the body registers whether or not the mind is paying attention.

Place one hand on your sternum, in the center of the chest. This is the G Center in the body, the magnetic core. Just feel the warmth of your hand there. Let your breath move without directing it. Then ask yourself, without needing an answer: what rhythm am I actually in right now? Not the rhythm you think you should be in. The one that is actually moving through you. Let that be enough for a moment. The gate of Extremes does not ask you to smooth yourself out. It asks you to know where you are in the swing.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a rhythm in your life that keeps swinging between extremes. It might be your energy, your social appetite, your creative output, or your need for solitude. Write it without trying to fix or manage it. Let yourself describe the full range, both ends of the swing, and what it feels like to be in the middle of the movement. What if that oscillation were actually intelligent?

Draw or paint the image of a mountain placed beneath the earth, greatness making itself humble. What does hidden worth look like? What kind of presence comes into a room without announcing itself?

With your handy Mandala 64 deck (I still have a few left in this order!) , pull the Gate 15 card and sit with both sides. Where is Dullness showing up in your life right now, as a fear that things are not extraordinary enough? And where is Magnetism already operating, where have you simply been yourself and noticed something drawing close? Let the card sit with you through this solstice week.

Next up: Gate 52 · Stillness, the Cancer gate that follows the solstice into deep summer.

xo,

Alison

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Happy New Moon in Gemini- hope it’s been a sweet one for you!

We’re onto the Gate of Caution, the last full gate of Gemini season. Do you have Gate 12 defined in your chart? Drop a note about how you feel it in the comments!

And, I have to ask- how did Gate 45: The Gatherer appear in your life over the past few days? Did you notice anything shifting in how you hold what you have or how you offer it?

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Gemini season is coming to a close….

Gemini season is known to be chatty. It brings a flittery quality of aliveness through language, asking questions, coming together and putting things into words and seeing what sticks. This whole season has been full of that Mercurial energy, with ideas and words moving fast and connections sparking.

Gate 12 is the last full gate of Gemini season. In five days the sun moves into Gate 15, which sits on the cusp between Gemini and Cancer, the G-Center gate where we celebrate the Summer Solstice. So I see Gate 12 as a distillation gate. A gate that asks: of all the ideas and words that have moved through you this season, what is actually worth keeping? What has been waiting for the right mood, the right moment, or the right listener to speak into the world? What can you let go of quietly?

Yesterday’s new moon in Gemini landed here in this gate. New moons are always about planting seeds in dark soil, and the seed Gate 12 offers is not about having more to say. It’s about learning to trust the pause before you speak.

To make it personal, my unconscious North Node sits in Gate 12, and my conscious North Node is in Gate 45, the gate the sun just passed through.

The teaching I keep returning to is that most of us spend the first half of life living our South Node. It’s our inherited frequency, the groove that feels like home. My conscious South Node is Gate 26, the energy of knowing how to move things through a compelling story. My unconscious South Node is Gate 11, the gate of Ideas, a mind that is always already full of new concepts.

I feel these deeply, and have lived with both of those energies for a long time.

Gate 45 as my North Node is asking me to move from persuasion and salesmanship toward gathering together and holding space for the tribe. It’s asking for less crafting of a story that might land and more trusting that the field I hold is already enough. And Gate 12 as my unconscious North Node is the part I can’t see directly but can feel underneath things. It’s a pull toward waiting to release, of expressions that have had time to become true before they leave my mouth. Not every idea needs to see the light of day, or feel the vibration of speech.

I definitely feel the pole-shift happening as I approach my big midlife transit, my Uranus Opposition. The South Node grooves are deep and I know them well. But recently I have noticed more of a tendency to slow down and pause before I speak. This new moon in Gemini feels like a marker on that path for me.

Lately I’ve been doing a lot of Nodes of Fate readings where we explore your conscious and unconscious life path, and they’ve been super fun and revealing! If you’re feeling the pull of your own nodal axis and want to explore the direction it is calling you, you can book one here.

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Onto Gate 12: The Story of Caution

In the I’Ching, Hexagram 12 is Pǐ, made up of the trigrams Heaven over Earth. The image is of two forces that belong together but are moving in opposite directions, heaven rising, earth grounding, and the space between them widening. It is the hexagram known as Standstill. Here, things are not flowing. The usual channels of communication have become unreliable or blocked. The wisdom in that is not to force the connection but to tend your inner state and to hold what you carry until the moment when exchange and flow becomes possible again.

This is the standstill of holding your breath for a moment before something deeply true comes out.

The shadow frequency of Gate 12 in the Gene Keys is Vanity, which means speaking to be heard rather than speaking from truth, filling the silence with words that are more about managing how you’re perceived than about genuine contact. We all know this pattern from the inside. It’s the voice that performs rather than reveals, or the laugh that covers the thing you really wanted to say.

The gift is Discrimination, and I love this word in this context. Discrimination is the capacity to sense which words are true enough to use your throat to speak. This week, be discriminate in thinking about which expression will reach the person in front of you, which moment is ripe and which is not. This is the intelligence of the body as much as the mind, a felt inner sense of rightness before you open your mouth.

The siddhi of 12 is Purity. This is an unmixed signal, speaking from a voice that has stopped managing itself and is simply, plainly, vulnerably true.

Sometimes it takes a sacred pause to arrive at that signal.

Gate 12 in the Body

Gate 12, like most Gemini Gates, lives in the Throat Center, and its voice is one of the most intimate in the bodygraph. It is the voice of genuine attempt, of willingness to reach across the distance between one person and another knowing the outcome is uncertain.

Gate 12 connects down to the Solar Plexus, the emotional center. This matters enormously for how this gate works in the body. Emotional energy builds in waves, and Gate 12 carries individual emotional truth that is still finding its form. If you speak too soon, what comes out is the high or low of the wave, not the true meaning underneath it. The practice of Gate 12 is learning to wait for emotional clarity before expressing, to let your feelings mature into something that can actually be received.

This gate has a strong aura that communicates without speaking. People with Gate 12 defined often don’t need many words. Their presence already says something. What they carry tends to come through in how they say things, the quality of their voice, their timing, the texture of contact, more than in the content of the words themselves.

(I have my unconscious north node in this gate, and lately I’ve gotten a lot of feedback about the sound of my voice… I guess I’m a podcaster, so that tracks, but it is quite interesting how it lines up with Gate 12! )

Physically this gate connects to the throat, the vocal cords, the resonating chambers of the chest. There is often a kind of shyness that lives here, a vulnerability around being truly heard, because what Gate 12 wants to express is close to the heart. It can withdraw completely when the mood isn’t right, or open fully when it is. That oscillation, despite how we may judge it, is not inconsistency. It is wisdom.

Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We are still in the Earth season of Kūn, the receptive field that has been building since Beltane- this will shift when the lower hexagram shifts to MOUNTAIN on the Summer Solstice. At this threshold, Gemini’s last full breath before the solstice, the upper trigram of Gate 12 is Qián, Heaven, which is like pure creative force moving upward. Heaven over Earth is the image of two things yearning toward each other across a gap. This is the energy of late Gemini season: so much has moved through, and now something in you is reaching toward what it all really means.

Channel: Gate 12 connects to Gate 22 in the Solar Plexus, forming the Channel of Openness. This is an individual channel, with energy that is deeply personal and not oriented toward the collective. It is the channel of the artist, the mystic, the person whose emotional truth is particular to them and must find its own form before it can be shared. Gate 22 brings grace and social openness when the mood is right, and Gate 12 brings the capacity to articulate what that grace is based on. Together they form a channel that moves between inner emotional experience and outer expression, always contingent on timing, always dependent on the emotional wave.

Polarity: Gate 11, the Gate of Ideas, sits directly across the wheel. Gate 11 lives in the Ajna and is a gate of conceptual abundance, where images, insights, and frameworks arrive faster than they can be processed. The polarity between 11 and 12 is the axis between having a thousand ideas and knowing which one deserves your voice. Gate 11 gathers and ideates, and Gate 12 distills and refines. Together they describe something I think of as the full picture of Gemini season, the huge rush of pollinating input and the quiet time afterward when you sit with what rose to the top.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 12

Find a comfortable seat and let yourself arrive in your body, not thinking about it but feeling it: the weight of you, the temperature of the air, whatever is touching your skin right now.

Bring your attention to the solar plexus, the soft place just above your navel. This is where Gate 12’s emotional truth originates. Don’t try to identify what’s there. Just feel the quality of it, the texture of it, whether it’s moving or still, whether it’s full or empty feeling.

Now let your attention travel slowly up through the chest, past the heart, into the throat. Notice whether there is anything held there, braced or waiting.

Take a breath in, and on the exhale, let a sound come out. Not a word. Just a sound, whatever wants to move. Do this two or three times.

Then ask yourself: what is the thing I’ve been waiting for the right moment to say? You don’t have to say it now. Just let it be known to you.

Creativity Prompts

Take fifteen minutes with your favorite notebook or whatever calls to you, and try one of these:

Write about something you’ve been holding back this Gemini season. A feelingor a thing you’ve half-said in your head a dozen times. Let yourself write it out fully, messily, for no audience but yourself. Then notice: what in it is ready to be spoken, and what still needs to wait?

Draw or paint the image of Heaven and Earth as two fields moving apart, drawing on how it feels to close that gap with deeper meaning.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 12 card and sit with both sides. Where is Vanity showing up in how you’ve been expressing yourself this season, speaking to manage rather than to connect? And where is Discrimination already operating, where have you held something back and felt the rightness of that waiting? Let the card sit with you through this new moon week and see what it clarifies.

Thanks so much for being here and participating in the Mandala 64 Walk!

If you’d like to learn more about your Human Design and Gene Keys as they relate to the Zodiac seasons, you can book a reading with me. It’s been life-changing for me to get to know the specific gates where my natal planets live in my chart, and I’d love to explore yours with you as well.

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See you in 5 days for Gate 15: Extremes, the cusp gate that carries us across the threshold into Cancer season and the Summer Solstice.

Alison

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This week the sun enters my conscious North Node AND design sun gate, 45: The Gatherer, also known as the Queen or the Sovereign. It’s one I think about quite a lot! Do you have 45 defined in your chart? Drop a note about how you feel it in the comments!

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Gate 45: The Story

In the I Ching, Hexagram 45 is Cuì, Lake over Earth. The image is water that has gathered itself into a low place, drawn there by gravity and the shape of the land. The lake doesn’t demand anything from the streams that feed it, they arrive because the terrain makes it possible. This is the energy of Gate 45: the leader who becomes the lowest point in the landscape, the person toward whom things naturally flow because they have made themselves a place of gathering, of welcome, of real resource to the tribe.

The shadow of Gate 45 in the Gene Keys is Dominance. This is the old model of leadership, the one most of us were raised inside, where someone at the top holds the resources and determines who gets access. Dominance doesn’t always look like cruelty or control. It can look like over-managing, like needing to be the one who directs the tide. It can look like hoarding your gifts because you haven’t yet trusted the field around you. It can also show up as its inverse, the person who defers constantly to whoever seems to hold authority, who bows their head before they’ve even been asked to. Both patterns live inside the same shadow, just expressed from different positions within the hierarchy.

The gift is Synergy, which Gene Keys founder Richard Rudd connects to the concept of heterarchy: a mode of relating that still has structure and leadership but where each person’s particular offering genuinely matters to the whole. I love this word. Synergy is what happens when you stop needing to be the most important thing in the room and instead trust that you are one essential piece among other essential pieces, a star within a constellation of other stars.

The voice of Gate 45 is “I have.” What you have is meant to move, to be placed into the hands of those who can carry it further. The siddhi is Communion, the place beyond exchange where the very act of giving and receiving dissolves, and what remains is pure undivided contact between beings. The ancient image for this is the eucharist, bread and wine, the ritual of sharing what sustains life. That is how deep this gate goes.

Gate 45 is sometimes called the King or Queen energy, and it’s worth sitting with what that means underneath the cultural baggage. A sovereign in the truest sense is not above the people. They are the one who holds the field, who ensures that what has been gathered is circulated, and who says with their whole presence:

There is enough here, and it belongs to all of us.

Gate 45 in the Body

Gate 45 lives in the Throat Center, the only center in the bodygraph where what is interior becomes exterior, where your inner reality crosses into the shared world through sound, speech, and the quality of presence that can be physically felt in a room. Gate 45 holds one of the eleven Throat voices, and its voice is “I have,” which is among the most primal statements a human can make. It is an utterance of belonging, and resourced ownership that is meant to be generous.

Physically, Gate 45 corresponds to the larynx and the resonating chambers of the throat and chest. The Throat Center is connected to the thyroid gland, which governs the body’s relationship to its own resources: how much energy is produced, how much is stored, and how the body calibrates between abundance and scarcity. When the shadow frequency of Gate 45 is running in the body, there is often a kind of metabolic guardedness, with a sense that not enough is available and what you have might run out. You might notice this as tightening in the chest before you speak, a rehearsed quality in your voice, a way of calibrating your words for reception before they have left your body.

The channel partner, Gate 21, sits in the Will or Heart Center and carries the energy of the Hunter: determined, driven, capable of commanding resources. When Gate 21 and Gate 45 are working together, the Throat and Pump of the Heart are in full communication. The voice emerges from true willingness to be responsible for others, and the will is guided by orientation toward shared flourishing. In the body, this lands as the difference between speaking from the throat only and speaking from somewhere much deeper, from below the collarbone, from the place where your actual values live.

Season, Channel & Polarity

Season: We are still held in the Earth season of Kūn, the lower trigram that settles in at Beltane and carries through the Summer Solstice. Its quality is receptive, generative, and stable, a field that is already giving. The upper trigram for Gate 45 is Duì, the Lake, associated in the I Ching with joy, openness, and the quality of reflection. Lake over Earth is the image of Cuì: an open, still surface gathering what comes to it, held by the steady ground beneath.

Channel: Gate 45 connects down to Gate 21 in the Heart Center, forming the 21–45 Channel of Money. This is a tribal channel, oriented entirely toward the maintenance of the collective, ensuring that resources are not just accumulated but circulated as well. Gate 21 is the Huntress, the one who goes out to gather what is needed, and Gate 45 is the sovereign who holds and distributes it. In the Channel of Money, these two gates depend on each other completely: the Huntress needs the Gatherer to give her labor meaning, and the Gatherer needs the Huntress to bring things to the table. When both are operating well, the channel creates real material abundance that flows outward and is felt by everyone in the field.

Polarity: Gate 26, the Egoist, sits directly across the wheel in Sagittarius. Gate 26 lives in the Heart Center and carries the energy of persuasion, knowing how to move information and resources through a convincing story. It is sometimes called the Trickster gate or the Salesperson. It is someone who knows that framing matters, that how something is told shapes what is received. The polarity between 45 and 26 is the axis between gathering for the collective and influencing for the individual, the sovereign and the salesman. In their highest expression these two are complementary: the 45 holds the ground and names what is available, and the 26 finds the story that makes the gathering irresistible. When the axis is working, abundance is both created and communicated in a way that draws people in.

A Somatic Practice for Gate 45

Find a comfortable position with your feet touching the ground. Take a moment to feel the weight of your body, the actual substance of you, and let yourself be held by whatever is underneath you. This is Kūn, the Earth trigram. You do not have to maintain yourself. The ground is already doing that.

Now bring your attention to the center of your chest, just below the sternum, where the heart physically sits. This is the territory of Gate 21, the channel partner, a place where willingness to be responsible for something larger than yourself lives. Let your awareness rest there for a breath or two. Then move your attention slowly up to the throat, to the soft front column of it, and notice whether it is holding anything. Tension, bracing, a sense of needing to get something right before you can speak. You don’t need to change any of it. Just notice it. Then, in a voice as quiet or as large as feels true, say out loud: “I have.” Say it again. Notice what comes. The practice is to feel that statement resonate in the chest and throat together, to let it be both a declaration and an offering.

Creativity Prompts

Pull out your favorite notebook, your paints, your colored pencils, whatever calls to you, and give yourself 15 uninterrupted minutes with one of these:

Write about a time when you were truly received by a community, a group, or a gathering of people. What did they receive from you? What did you feel in your body as you gave it? Then write about a time when you withheld something you had to offer, kept it to yourself out of fear or uncertainty. What were you protecting, and what might have been different if you had placed it in the field?

Draw or paint the image of a lake on still ground at dusk, fed by many streams you cannot see but can feel the evidence of. Let the surface of the lake be luminous, full of the last light of day. Don’t worry about technical accuracy. Let the image be about gathering, about the ground that makes gathering possible.

With your Mandala 64 deck, pull the Gate 45 card and sit with both sides. Notice where Dominance is showing up in your life right now, in how you lead, in how you hold what you have. And notice where Synergy is already happening, where something is being gathered by many hands, not just your own. Let the card sit on your altar for the next few days and see what it brings up for you.

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If you’d like to learn more about your Human Design and Gene Keys as they relate to the Zodiac seasons, you can book a reading with me. It’s been life-changing for me to get to know the specific gates where my natal planets live in my chart, and I’d love to explore yours with you as well.

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xo! See you in 5 days for Gate 12: Caution.

Alison

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At the beginning of this project, I put out a call for contributors to write about a particular gate that feels personally meaningful to them. This week’s gate, The Gate of Change (35), was selected by Jahje Ives, a brilliant artist and human design guide who I met last year at the High Desert Human Design conference in Santa Fe (speaking of which, you should totally come this year!) .

Jahje is creating an amazing deck called The EmbodieHD Landscape: The 64 Gates where she has created portraits of 64 individuals who have each of the 64 gates defined in their chart. She also writes the Substack The Art of Human Design- follow or subscribe to her newsletter here:

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Come explore the art of Human Design with me, Jahje Ives, a certified Human Design Specialist, Mystic Artist and Intuitive Guide as I teach you how to transform and re-align your life using the unique map within us all... your Human Design.

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Thanks so much for being a part of the Mandala 64 Walk, Jahje!

(PS. If YOU would like to be part of this project and write about one of the 64 Gates, I’ve still got openings, and would love to share your experience and insights- you don’t have to be an expert, just a felt experience. Please DM me with the gate you’re interested in!.)

“I’m fucking going for it”

Leaps of Faith with Jahjehan Ives: Mercury & Jupiter in Gate 35

Gate 35 is the energy of “I wonder what might happen if?” and then you go and do the thing. In traditional Human Design, it’s the Gate of Change, in the I Ching it’s the Hexagram of Progress, and in the Gene Keys, it holds the shadow of Hunger, the gift of Adventure, and the siddhi of Boundlessness.

I have a lifetime of experience with this Gate as the only channel I have in my chart is the 35-36 channel. I am foundationally built to take the leap of faith.

Or at least that’s how I like to think of it. Gate 35 for me shows up as “here’s what happened when I stretched and did that thing that made my gut twist”. It’s why I often find myself sharing what I’ve done and helping clients emotionally calibrate their own leaps and bounds when you say, “I’m fucking going for it.” and DO.

The Gate of Change & Progress

Gate 35 lives in the throat center and carries the energy of the storyteller who regales you with tales of how they pushed beyond what they thought was possible and what happened when they did.

This gate has the capacity to shift others through sharing your lived experience. It’s part of the collective circuitry meaning your experiences aren’t just for you. They become the medicine of possibility and a gateway into expansion for others too.

In the IChing Gate 35 is called Progress and I believe progress begins when we are open to change, trust in the flow of life, and see each transition as an essential part of our journey.

I often say growth requires discomfort. That’s because growth is taking us to a place we’ve never been before and our nervous system likes business as usual, it likes to know what to expect, it likes consistency.

But growth is going into the unknown with the understanding that while we may not see the end of the path yet, if we begin we will get there eventually.

When we can let go of the fear that change will take something away from us and instead learn to flow, to maybe even find joy in the unknown, and to trust that every experience is an invitation to grow then we are truly free to progress.

That said one of the challenges of Gate 35 can be that when the flow for progress takes too long, the restless jump ship. In the Gene Keys 35 carries the shadow of Hunger, which can show up as restlessly moving from experience to experience.

This can be an endless hunger of constantly needing something new to feel fulfilled and being unable to find contentment in what is. So you move on to the next thing, thwarting progress by chasing the next adventure instead of staying and exploring what might still be unfolding.

Gate 35 is defined in my Mercury and Jupiter

In my own chart, I have Gate 35 defined in my conscious Mercury as 35.2 and in my conscious Jupiter as 35.6. So for me, this energy dwells in what I speak about, what I teach through, and what I naturally expand into (and find my fortune through).

Which makes perfect sense as I’ve always been an artist and a writer and much of what I create comes directly from my lived experiences. Some of my most potent work has come from moving through the emotional wave of the 35/36 channel, processing an experience deeply, and then turning that experience into art or writing that inspires others.

That’s the core of the gift of 35 for me. It’s not just about having experiences. It’s about synthesizing them to share in a way that helps others move beyond their own limitations.

This gate lives in my throat center, which is one of only two defined centers I have in my chart alongside my emotional solar plexus. I’m an Emotional Manifestor, so I speak and create from my emotional truth as my experiences move through me and become tangible.

The 35/36 is called the Channel of Transitoriness, though I like to call it the Leap of Faith Channel because that’s what it feels like.

Again and again, my life has been shaped by taking leaps into the unknown (Gate 36) and then sharing what I discovered on the other side of them (Gate 35).

What’s interesting is that the things that tend to impact people the most — the artwork that resonates most deeply, the stories that bring in clients, the moments people remember years later — are almost always born from that vulnerable place.

I used to feel self-conscious about that.

I used to think I was oversharing and talked about myself too much.

Someone would tell me what they were going through and I’d immediately respond with, “Oh, when I went through something similar, here’s what I learned.”

Now I realize that’s the medicine of Gate 35.

The gift is being willing to share the story. To reveal the vulnerability. To say: I’ve been there too and here is what I learned.

Because through that sharing, people begin to see new possibilities for themselves.

Can you give a specific story where this gate showed up or felt relevant in your own life? What did it feel like in your body?

An example of this gate in my own life was closing down my old business, Baby Jives Co, a company I had built over fifteen years that was still successful and “working” from the outside.

But it no longer felt aligned.

So 3 years ago, I took a massive leap of faith and walked away from it to completely reimagine my life.

I had encountered Human Design in 2020 and it gave me language for things I had intuitively known about myself my entire life. But three years ago, I dove all the way in to my studies and certifications.

And I remember thinking: I don’t fully know what this next chapter looks like but I know I have to trust where this energy is pulling me.

And honestly? The last few years have been an ongoing lesson in surrender. Surrendering into not knowing where the leap lands or when it ends.

It feels like being out on a vast ocean riding wave after wave after wave. Hoping the waters will settle only to realize that the waves never truly settle. You just get used to the waves and learn how to ride them.

So even though change can happen in an instant, it can also unfold in waves.

3 years ago I also received a wave of inspiration that I’ve been riding since (the paintings I’m sharing here are part of it) illustrating the 64 Gates of Human Design.

This project is another leap of faith as I know I’m creating something that wants to exist and can already see it completed but it’s taken its time unfolding and been a huge labor of love. But I know when it’s finally here, one of the most meaningful parts (aside from having created this) will be the story of becoming the person who stayed with it long enough to bring it into reality.

The 35-36 channel is one of the few manifested channels in the human design chart. Which means what you speak can easily become your manifestation.

So the question becomes what would you like to choose?

Would you like to choose the energy of:
“That’s a beautiful dream, but it probably won’t happen for me”?

Or would you like to choose:
“I don’t know exactly how this is going to unfold yet… but I’m willing to take the leap. I’m willing to see what becomes possible if I don’t give up on it.”

That, to me, is the heart of progress in Gate 35.

A Creative Practice to tap into Gate 35

Play with watercolors (my favorite media) by just adding color onto your paper and seeing how the colors interact with each other. Explore line, marks, how the colors flow. Just let go and see what gets created. And if it turns into a mess, tear it up to create a collage or write little notes to inspire your progress.

Or if you like a bit more structure, take an emotional experience you’ve moved through that really impacted you and turn it into a creative piece (painting, poem, photo, etc) and share the results along with a little bit of insight into why you created it.

Set a timer for 5 minutes and use your notes app (or paper if you prefer) to speak out a list beginning every sentence with “What if…” to make a list of all the possibilities you can dream into. Then pick one and take the first step forward and see what happens.

If you enjoy journaling, here are a few questions you can ask yourself and see what comes:

• What leap(s) am I waiting to take?

• What’s holding me back?

• What’s the worst that could happen if I did this?

• What’s the best that could happen?

Go on an adventure. Take yourself somewhere you’ve been yearning to go - maybe a new hiking trail, maybe a new city, maybe a new shop, maybe a new country. Take the leap. Have the experience. Tell someone what you learned.

The 64 Gates: The seeds, weeds, and growth themes that shape our life story

I see the 64 energies as the building blocks of all the potential archetypes that live within us to create our unique story. I think of them as an inner landscape living inside the chart that holds the seeds, weeds, and growth themes that shape our life story.

The Gates are my favorite part of Human Design because they are where our real nuance emerges and when we begin to understand how they flow through us we can use what we learn to navigate our life in greater flow with our natural gifts and potential challenges.

Of course when I first started learning human design the Gates were the part that eluded me the most. That spurred my creative urge that has been unfolding exploring the 64 Gates through different individuals who I photograph and interview to learn about their own experience with specific gates.

The results are now culminating in a card deck called the EmbodieHD Landscape with the resulting illustrations, contemplative prompts, seeds and weeds reflections, and inspirational mantras to explore these themes within yourself and your life.

I’ve been sharing these artworks and interviews on my site and substack as I go and finally after 3 years of growing this I’m excited to be finally launching it this September on Kickstarter.

You can learn more about the EmobodieHD Landscape and sign up to be the first to know when it launches here: https://www.jahjeives.com/blog

How to work with Jahje

Jahje Ives is a Human Design guide, transformational coach, and intuitive artist who helps people navigate seasons of life reimagining with greater clarity and growing self-trust. Using Human Design, creative storytelling, energetic release, and embodied art practices, she guides clients beyond limitations and into the full bloom of who they are becoming.

When she’s not coaching or teaching, Jahje loves to hike the parks around Philadelphia with her family or retreat to her studio and create intuitive artwork using crystal watercolors. She is currently completing the EmbodieHD Landscape, an illustrated exploration of the 64 Gates of Human Design and the 14 celestial bodies that will become a card deck and expanded body of work.

Website www.jahjeives.com

Instagram https://www.instagram.com/jahjeives/

and https://www.instagram.com/jahjehan

Substack https://substack.com/@jahjeives

Thanks so much for walking the Mandala 64 with Jajhe and I!

See you in 5 days for the sun in Gate 45: THE GATHERER.

PS. If you’d like to have a physical, IRL way to deepen your learnings of Human Design, the I’Ching & the Gene Keys- and how they fit into the Zodiac Wheel and the Bodygraph, you can order a copy of my Mandala 64 deck!

I have a few decks left in hand and not sure when the next preorder will be, so get yours while it’s hot! <3

Mandala 64 is a learning and oracle deck I created last year, with one card for each gate, plus 14 cards for each of the planets and luminaries that transit through the gates.

My favorite practice is to pull the card for the current gate and place it on your altar for the week. Let it sit in your field. It’s one of the most embodied ways I know to learn the gates - not through study but through slow, repeated encounter.

Order Your Deck Here!

I also offer Astrology & Human Design Readings and 1:1 Coaching that weaves together Astro64, embodiment and breath, and creative practice. View my offerings on my website:

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