Aries rising - giggled at the sibling piece, working to create boundaries with family and my sibling came out of the woodwork and unintentionally very clearly shone a light on the family dynamic (oh how fun and validating it was to unpack that with the therapist!). Letting self think in genuinely new ways - I think I’ve been feeling an integration of lessons I’ve been learning and looking at my family dynamics in a new way, allowing new emotions to unfold in time without responding to them right away, just sitting with it and not feeling rushed to address everything at once that comes up. Patiently letting things simmer as I find new ways to communicate that hold boundaries and integrity. Cooking with what I want to say in my own words to those that matter to me- quote for quote from this pod !
The warmth and sweetness element with my family I believe showed up in my relationship with my partner - we’ve just had a great month of getting out and throwing the frisbee together, playing co-op video games, taking walks, just enjoying life together, which has also been huge in helping me have space from my side of the family. Very nourishing for the both of us.
Accepting that when I take a risk, some will go unanswered and mistakes will be made and that’s ok, I can still persevere and believe in myself. Believe it or not, that feels new to me- big shift. Reorganizing my thoughts with more grace for myself and acknowledging and appreciating that I took the risk even if I don’t see the reward. Also completely looking at my career path differently, opening myself up to consider paths I hadn’t before. Reconstructing my educational path to get whee I want to go (yet again) makes me feel a bit crazy and ungrounded but then again, working with these forecasts do help ground me into knowing this muddled space is where I’m meant to be right now.
Looking at my local environment in new ways - exploring more and finding appreciation and newness in what I have always had available to me- the trails, the flowers, the cuisine, the time with friends.
Diving into Substack and not missing my other socials :) started pole dancing and foundations of flow/movement dance classes just to find a fun way to love and move my body. Such a cool month, many seeds planted, and really cool to look back on the ascendant forecast. Thanks again, Alison! This body of work is the bomb.com!
Gosh Kylee I love your contemplations on this soo much! Knowing how deep you’ve gone on this journey makes doing this project so worthwhile- thank you for showing up and sharing your growth process! Yay pole dancing and boundaries and frisbee and 3rd house neighborhood things!
Aries rising - giggled at the sibling piece, working to create boundaries with family and my sibling came out of the woodwork and unintentionally very clearly shone a light on the family dynamic (oh how fun and validating it was to unpack that with the therapist!). Letting self think in genuinely new ways - I think I’ve been feeling an integration of lessons I’ve been learning and looking at my family dynamics in a new way, allowing new emotions to unfold in time without responding to them right away, just sitting with it and not feeling rushed to address everything at once that comes up. Patiently letting things simmer as I find new ways to communicate that hold boundaries and integrity. Cooking with what I want to say in my own words to those that matter to me- quote for quote from this pod !
The warmth and sweetness element with my family I believe showed up in my relationship with my partner - we’ve just had a great month of getting out and throwing the frisbee together, playing co-op video games, taking walks, just enjoying life together, which has also been huge in helping me have space from my side of the family. Very nourishing for the both of us.
Accepting that when I take a risk, some will go unanswered and mistakes will be made and that’s ok, I can still persevere and believe in myself. Believe it or not, that feels new to me- big shift. Reorganizing my thoughts with more grace for myself and acknowledging and appreciating that I took the risk even if I don’t see the reward. Also completely looking at my career path differently, opening myself up to consider paths I hadn’t before. Reconstructing my educational path to get whee I want to go (yet again) makes me feel a bit crazy and ungrounded but then again, working with these forecasts do help ground me into knowing this muddled space is where I’m meant to be right now.
Looking at my local environment in new ways - exploring more and finding appreciation and newness in what I have always had available to me- the trails, the flowers, the cuisine, the time with friends.
Diving into Substack and not missing my other socials :) started pole dancing and foundations of flow/movement dance classes just to find a fun way to love and move my body. Such a cool month, many seeds planted, and really cool to look back on the ascendant forecast. Thanks again, Alison! This body of work is the bomb.com!
Gosh Kylee I love your contemplations on this soo much! Knowing how deep you’ve gone on this journey makes doing this project so worthwhile- thank you for showing up and sharing your growth process! Yay pole dancing and boundaries and frisbee and 3rd house neighborhood things!